I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you’re so close to me
You’re still so distant and I can’t bring you back

It’s true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you’re not with me
I’m with you

You now I see keeping everything inside

You now I see even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn’t real
Now I’m trapped in this memory
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you’re close to me
You’re still so distant and I can’t bring you back

no
No matter how far we’ve come
I can’t wait to see tomorrow
With you

My insides all turn to ash,
So slow.
And blow away as I collapsed,
So cold.

A black winter been away,
From sight.
Another darkness over day,
That night.
And the clouds above move closer,
Looking so dissatisfied.
But the harvest wind kept blowing, blowing.
I used to be my own protection,
But not now.
‘Cause my path has lost direction,
Somehow.

A black winter took you away,
From sight.
Another darkness over day,
That night.
And the clouds above move closer,

Looking so dissatisfied.
And the ground below grew colder,
As they put you down inside.
But the harvest wind kept blowing, blowing.

So now you’re gone,
And I was wrong.
I never knew what it was like,

To be alone on a Valentine’s Day,
To be alone on a Valentine’s Day.

I used to be my own protection,
But not now.
‘Cause my path has lost direction,
Somehow.

I used to be my own protection,
But not now.
‘Cause my mind has lost direction,
Somehow.

I’ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart,
even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, y
ou’ll soon find we’re out of time left
to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I’ve tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)

We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus (2x)

Pushes me away…(2x)

I had nothing to say.
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
(I was confused.)
And I live it all out to find, but I’m not the only person with these things in mind.
(Inside of me.)
But all that they can see the words revealed.
Is the only real thing that i got left to feel.
(Nothing to lose.)
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
Erase all the pain til’ it’s gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say. I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face.
(I was confused.)
Look at everywhere only to find.
It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I.)
What do I have but negativity.
Cuz I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me.
(Nothing to lose.)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
Erase all the pain til’ it’s gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own.
Cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be anything til’ I break away from me.
I will break away. I’ll find myself today.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
Erase all the pain til’ it’s gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I’m somewhere Somewhere I belong…
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I’m somewhere Somewhere I belong…
Somewhere I belong…